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Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in S.G.'s LiveJournal:

    Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
    11:14 pm
    Searching for Keys
    Like I was saying before, I was searching for a way to get out of the soviin-locked, and since my only lead was that the janitor had them, I went searching for him (or possibly her). I started on my third floor... no luck there. The second floor was the jackpot. As I was walking down the hall, I noticed one of the closets had been left slightly ajar. It was a tiny space, big enough to hold a vacuum cleaner and a few more cleaning supplies. A set of keys on a keyring had been left hanging on the handle of the vacuum cleaner--I guess the janitor took the night off or something. I went straight back down to the basement floor, and the keys fit perfectly in the lock there. The door swung outward, and everything was momentarily obscured by fog. A small caress of wind swept around me, clearing the area. I found myself standing on the roof of our building, a crescent moon hanging in a few clouds above me. Not something I expected, and it woke me out of soviin. Ah well, some other time.

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Current Music: Offspring (I know, strange for me)
    Monday, August 23rd, 2004
    10:25 pm
    Movin' Out and Descrepancies in Stairs
    Finally moved out--I'm now fully a college student. Fun stuff... really. It's been a while since I've updated this thing. Actually, I'm probably only doing it now because my hard drive broke and I'm stuck with this tiny little 10 gig one until I can manage to get my other one fixed and replaced (warranties are occasionally a good thing... when you're not getting screwed over by the small print).
    Anyway, my flat is on the third floor (I don't even want to think of moving all this shit back out and down come summer), so it takes six flights of stairs just to get up to it. There are two stairwells, one at the end of the hall which goes all the way down to ground level, and the one right outside our door goes only to the first floor.
    I couldn't manage to sleep last night, so I decided to go exploring the campus soviin-style, and I found out something interesting. The stairwell at the end of the hall still takes me down to ground level, but all the doors leading outside are locked, even the ones that don't usually lock. I didn't bother even trying to get out that way-so I came back up and went down the other stairwell. This one takes me two floors below the first floor, and there's just one simple door at the very bottom (there are no doors or landings in-between this basement floor and first floor) . There's a small window, but it's all fogged up on the outside. Go figure, this one is also locked. But there's a note on the door, that kinda looks like a bumper sticker, which says "If the doors aren't locked, please inform the janitor."
    The entire building felt deserted to me, so I can't fathom where I might find the janitor (I'm assuming he or she keeps the keys out of here). Oh well, I'll have to check in on that another night.
    Thursday, April 15th, 2004
    9:56 pm
    Capi-tain Fedanani
    I'm not bothering to spell-check this--just a note.

    It starts out as one of those typical infiltration dreams; you know, the ones where I’m after something. I’m in this sort of castle complex, made out of bricks and wood and granite. An outlandish mixture almost, and I don’t even really remember what I was trying to steal. I don’t remember if I was successful, though somehow I doubt it, as most of my infiltration dreams don’t end with me finishing my intended goal—I get sidetracked too easily. I do remember that something tipped off the guards, and I spent a good deal of time running through the place.
    In fact, I had just managed to evade my pursuers by sidetracking through a wildly arrayed set of rooms, jumping a staircase, and slamming myself solidly behind the heavy door beneath it.

    You know what, I lost the part of this I had written first... suffice to say this was the part where I found my way through some of the lower waterways--and of course met up with the lanternheads :) I'll post it when I found the damn file I decided it would be nice to split it up into...

    I hid myself behind the largest box I could find, crunched between the soft smelling wood. I could hear movement above me, and occasionally the slam of a door as someone walked into the room and set something down with a loud thump or crash. Not too long and I heard the door slammed hard, then bolted from the other side. I expected to shove-off, and be free at sea. I didn’t expect the strange lilting jerk that made the boxes strain against their straps and the steady rising feeling in my stomach. After I became totally disoriented, the bolt slid back and the door crashed open. Somewhere, in the back of my mind I knew the second I heard the footsteps I would be found. I crouched still and wished otherwise. When I finally saw a pair of hairy arms reach around my box, I bolted.
    I think I escaped the sailor on sheer surprise. I had gained the door before he realized what had happened, once again picking my direction by whim. It worked only slightly worse this time around; I found myself in the galley. I daresay the cook had better wits than the sailor in the hold—he at least made a grab for me, trying to pin me against one of the counters. I jumped, not calculating the slight sway of the ship, and landed just beyond outstretched hands, crashing straight into a storage cabinet. I escaped with the sound of raining cutlery tinkling behind me.
    Where it was I thought I could flee on a ship, I don’t know, but it didn’t stop me from trying. I made it a good way down the tight corridor and up a short flight of stairs before I found a door that looked promising enough to harbor me. Once I had secured the door against the angry chef, I turned to find myself in the captain’s quarters, a swarthy-looking man reclining in a resplendently cushioned chair behind an enormous oak desk. Another man stood in front of the desk, both of them with their faces turned to me in surprise. The captain’s expression flashed quickly with amusement before becoming unreadable, his first mate stepping forward to intercept me. A quick command stopped him, and I watched with confusion as his captain dismissed him. When the first mate left, he stood and gave me a slight bow.
    “A little stowaway,” he said softly, a sibilant accent that sounded part Italian and part something else altogether. “You must be the little thief who set the ports buzzing about.” I’m not sure it was approval in his gaze, but he didn’t seem at all wroth with my escapade. “I am Captain Fedanani. Sit, and we will talk.” I took a magnificent chair across from his, and he did indeed talk, although it is a conversation I know to this day I will never remember. Odd, because I know we spoke of nothing mystical, nothing one would think that would merit such a memory-purge, but nevertheless it slipped away from me, remaining as only a haze to fill the gap in time. My memory returns at about the point we stood up and he beckoned me to follow him.
    He took me up another narrow flight of wooden steps that lead to the deck hatch. I closed my eyes as I ascended the last few steps into the open air of the decking. The gentle breeze was a caress, smelling of sea and what I can only name as freedom. I heard the sails flapping above me, and opened my eyes. They were a dark silver, almost metallic looking, but they flapped and furled like canvas sails. I considered this a moment before once again stepping forward to follow Captain Fedanani. He paced the deck easily, stopping at the prow and putting his hands on the sanded railings as if the ship was the quintessence of his life. Come to think of it, it probably was. I made it half way to him before I stopped, sucking in my breath at what I was finally able to see over the sides of the ship. I uttered something along the lines of “No fucking way,” the captain turning to smile at me with his face alight with pleasure.
    “You like my airship, eh?”
    We were hundreds of miles above the ground, sailing along through the air with a slight rocking motion, near the same as if we were in water. I thought we had been. I actually had smelled the sea, hundreds of feet below us, only mixed with the scent of precipitation as we sailed through small wisps of fluffy cloud. A stretch of something dark and green lay behind us; the land I had pilfered and somehow escaped from on this marvelous wonder. The ocean—Ay! It near brought me to tears, looking at it. Shimmering with sunlight, I lost count of the number of shades of blue I could discern from it. Sandbars left streaks in so many different hues, and I think coral reefs must have accounted for some of the more purplish gradients.
    “They said once that such a ship was but a dream, something that would never be,” Ferdinani said, nearly crooning. He laughed, gesturing about the ship with one broad-handed sweep. I heard it with half a mind, thinking in that instant that if I ever woke up it would be too soon. No wonder his comment made me jump.
    “I think there are some of us who spend the best moments of our lives dreaming.” He smiled at me, and at that moment I wondered what was really going on behind those vivid blue eyes.
    “I feel for anyone at this moment who isn’t a dreamer in such a flight,” I said. He laughed at this.
    “Don’t you fly, little thief?” he asked.
    “I tend not to do so well when I remember I can’t,” I said softly, remembering the intuition that lead me into dungeons—but always back out again, if I let it. We spoke for a while, of dreams, fears, motives and thievery. It was a sharp warning from the crow’s nest that interrupted us. Two dark shapes had materialized behind us, flying for us.
    “It seems whatever you managed, they are angry enough to come chasing after you,” Fedanani said, shielding his eyes to better see. “If you stay, they will catch you. I cannot outrun them here.” I nodded, and he met my eyes. “Are you ready to face your fears?”
    I could only smile at the expression in those eyes—a conspiratorial camaraderie with amusement on the side.
    “Good luck, Captain Fedanani,” I said, stepping back and jumping up on the rail. I caught his wink before I let myself fall, arms spread and eyes closed, away from the ship toward the boundless and colorful water. I was not afraid of the impact—I may not be able to fly exactly, but I was capable of at least slowing myself down and softening the water. It was more my fear of what I would meet in those depths. Nearly halfway down I began to remember things like the lanternheads—there was a reason I didn’t like being suspended in a substance I could move quickly or breathe in. I held on anyway. This was a dream, and I could face those fears.
    The splash never came. I didn’t reach the water before my alarm clock went off, pulling me out of the sky and into waking life.
    I would have faced them anyway.

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: Mix
    Monday, March 8th, 2004
    8:34 pm
    Revelations?
    Oh no! I have began to ponder once again! You know, that’s another one of those things about an LJ… no one can stop me. I wonder if that’s healthy.
    Well, I just had a revelation. I don’t use this thing for more than stating worthless revelations and playing Pedawr-soviin. You’d think I would endeavor to chronicle the more meaningful events of my life for future entertainment. Come to think of it, not being able to remember past events doesn’t really seem all that bad; I’ll probably make up something more interesting anyway.

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Current Music: none
    Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
    10:10 pm
    Through the Halls
    Ok, so starting straight from last time:

    I’m walking through long, tall corridors. The wallpaper is irrelevant, but I get the feeling it’s a light blue. Pictures line the wall, most in gilded frames of gold. All are hung at eye level.

    So the question is, where do I go from here? (I counting on you answering this one, Slash :)

    -S.G.

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Ceridwen
    Thursday, January 15th, 2004
    9:59 pm
    Oooh, Heights and Shiny Daggers
    Finally beat Prince of Persia, Sands of Time, today. Pretty short, and definitely not as hard as I expected it to be after all of the horror stories I’d heard about its predecessor. Left me with kind of an odd feeling… now I want to go climbing through Persian castles and go running through tropical foliage. Some of those shots were nice—especially the water and some of the tower heights (I had it for Gamecube, so I’m not sure how much better it shows up on other systems, but it looked good by my standards :) Well, off to bed… time to dream my way out of this world.

    Current Mood: wistful
    Current Music: Prince of Persia, ending credits!
    Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
    12:11 am
    Why Have I Never Noticed?
    Wow, revelation galore this week. Don't know why this came up again… but I thought I would mention it. I was at Disneyland a few days back, and just as I was standing under a large autumn-molting tree, it came to me. How cool would it be to close off Tom Sawyer’s Island and have a paintball war? Just think of it—those rope bridges, those incredibly narrow fake caves, the fort, the terrain—the place was made to be used as a paintball battleground. ‘Course, all you’d really have to do to win a round is chase an opponent into one of those caves; they’d knock themselves unconscious trying to navigate those in a hurry :)

    -S.G.

    Current Mood: quixotic
    Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
    7:02 pm
    Left-handed Doorknobs?
    I finally consciously noticed that all of the doorknobs in our house are left-handed. No wonder people always think they’ve locked themselves in the bathroom when they come over; everyone always tries to turn the handle the wrong way. :P

    -S.G.

    Current Mood: devious
    Monday, December 29th, 2003
    8:16 pm
    Back to the Usual...
    Alright, I know I keep telling people this, but I still think this winter is… weird. I know, most winters with us are “odd” anyway, but this one seems to be on par with the Christmas four years ago—just bonkers.
    First of all, it could just be me and my paranoia (I know I have enough of that for three people), but all of the odd traits that seem to take turns following me around are converging; Christmas is the time for sharing, I guess. I think we’ve gone through our fair share of light bulbs this winter, and somehow I could swear my electronics are avoiding me. I think most bothersome are those damn ones—I still can’t figure out what they mean, they just seem to follow me everywhere. Hmm, maybe ranting about it will make it better :)

    -S.G.

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Queen of the Damned sound track-yay!
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